Midnight Reflection @ 2.51am

Is this normal?

I have this inspirational urge to write a book, or at least a short story - but I'm afraid to even start writing, with the possibility I won't finish it. Somewhere deep inside myself, past all those trouble teenaged years, left at the miserable memories sign post I've cunningly deduced that if I don't write this short story then I won't actually fail at it.
Score for me!!

That's kind of pathetic isn't it?

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